La La Land
Well, this is not what I expected.
We went to watch La La Land in theater. Apparently Joe and I got different messages from the movie. XD
Do What You Love
Well, this is not what I expected.
Joe and I had the talk after I came home, we did hug it out that night. I think we will still have conflicts when it comes to money, but at least we will try to find a middle ground. Nico's words did help me to realize how lucky I'm to do what I love doing in life.
Wake Up
Well, this is not what I expected.
I was crying not because I thought it was truly over for me. I cried because I felt sad that my boyfriend didn't understand me. Creating comics book is the only thing I'm good at and it's the only job that can truly make me happy for the rest of my life. It's already hard enough to cheer myself up everyday when I'm not making a lot of money. Joe sometimes just doesn't realize how important and how serious this is to me and it makes me sad.
Real Job
Well, this is not what I expected.
It's not the first time we fight over money issues, but it's really hard for me this time.
I've been told by many trolls before... that I'm not funny or talented... that I can't draw. I always manage to laugh and forget. But when my loved one tells me to get a job and that I'm not good enough to be a comic book artist... it's a different thing. It hits me really hard.
It's not easy to make a living as an independent comic book artist.